every time i speak   wipe away all these tears   living every day in fear   finding nothing but empty      [chorus]   wide awake   and dreaming   is this what it seems   close my eyes forever   i'll wake up      desperation strips me   these last days have not   been free   whispering defeat      and i see it in your eyes   long gone   and i feel it in your heart   long gone   and i see it in your eyes   long gone, long gone