The sun comes up and brings the dawn as usual   When I awake I'll find you're gone as usual   But I can't find a way to let this crazy heart of mine forget   I pretend you're still beside me as usual   Each evening I take a walk as usual I make believe that we still talk as usual   People always stop and stare I guess they just don't see you there   Don't they know you'll always be right here as usual   Today I looked into my mirror as usual I told myself that you're still here as usual   And as I stood there telling lies the tears began to fill my eyes   Cause I know I'm only fooling myself as usual   Cause I know I'm only fooling myself as usual