I don't want to hold my breath as long as you can   I don't want to starve to death just 'cause you can   What happens to the mountains we were gonna climb   What happens to the house we promised both in time   Why can't I hate you or get it off my mind   Why can't I just relax and leave the past behind   I don't want to have sex anymore just because I can   With anyone that doesn't trust me stabs demands      What happens to the trains that we were gonna jump   What happens to our plans to make our lives erupt?   I can't get past myself   I'm falling over you   So now I'm rolling up my sleeves   I'm just a worker bee   Hey Mom, look at me, I'm thinning   Anger, guilt, rejection, pride got caught whistling, walk the line   Always knew you'd find a reason   Always knew you'd find a reason some way   Did you know it'd break your heart, that you would leave it from the start?   Honestly that's just to hard to work with   Why are you surprised that I miss it, that I try   That I sing myself raw   Every night?      Leave the keys   Leave the keys Pick up the boxes with your knees   And break a sweat with me one last time