You're the same old bore   I know that, no need to remind me   I know from experience that nothing gold can stay   Numbers one or two, it all hits the same fan   And I'm your biggest fan   But it's blurry from up here in the nosebleed seats   And I'm so homesick, but I don't know where I live   And I can't make things make sense   And I don't know how to give   I feel this room collapsing, I feel the long, cold night ahead   And I can hear you laughing when I'm driving all alone   Looking for home   In the tortured eyes of freeway   That point away from sight in the night   Oh babe fireflies in a line   Self-loathing isn't sexy, but you still somehow get laid   And with nothing new to offer   Thank God my eyes stay double-paid   So I give arbitrary answers, but resent if you call them fake   Self-demeaning, self-infected   You said to get to paid   Me and her been stranger   Looks like my mother after my father   After me, after me, after me, after me   And I'm so homesick, but I don't know where I live   And I can't make things make sense   And I don't know how to give   So I feel my heart collapsing   I feel the long, cold life ahead   And I can hear you laughing when I'm driving all alone   Looking for home