it's amazing what a light I knew   it's amazing what a light I knew   and if you think it's all her fault   that just isn't true      I didn't know that I could be so cold   I didn't know that I would ever grow   and now I'm older than I've ever known   the lack of love in my life      I used to try to crush everything   outside of what directly spoke to me   now it's not cute, this inconsistency   just a lack of love plain in sight      it's amazing what a light I knew   it's amazing what a light I knew   and if you think it's all her fault   that just isn't true      I used to say I gave her everything   but then I realized it was selfishly   you know I do just almost anything   to bring her eyes back to mine      I hate so deeply the bridge burner fame   but still I bark out like a dog on a chain   when I think of all the hearts I've left in my way   mom and dad you made a big mistake      it's amazing what a light I knew   it's amazing what a light I knew   and if you think it's all her fault   that just isn't true      so here's a song, I'll call it Finishing   please don't believe I need your sympathy   when all and all the problems rest on me   hate to be any doubt      it's amazing what a light I knew   it's amazing what a light I knew   and if you think it's all her fault   that just isn't true