When I came to you there on that cold   Telephone pole horror of the night   And you came out to meet me   And then tell me things and sit down on the porch swings            Congratulations you coming home next month   Humble as a monk   We celebrate with crystal and skunk   The family's large   It's hard being god   Still take charge come home to a massage   A line of credit cards with a land cruiser parked in the garage   And trying to make up for the times when you was gone   Being locked up while my heart was torn   You wrote me letters   Telling me when you come home things will be much better   I mailed you a pair of tims for a wu-wear sweater   Up in the penal dipped (? ) for the weather   In difficult times it's hard to maintain   I strive to live in the shelter that blocks out the rain   And that rain is pain   For stress on the brain will have a nigga insane   Forced to stay awake   Late nights it's hard to sleep   When I peek   Cause the kitchen's chopped up (? ) they be trying to creep on me   Mental explosion when I meditate over by taca lake   Thoughts remain calm like the ocean   Puff a little war potion   Everything relates to emotion   When I stare at the stars surrounded by trees   Sometimes I feel like a fallen leaf   Blown away by wind realities   Strong breeze, but you're free   I took the block off the horn   So let knowledge be born   Blood brothers forever   Killa b's on the swarm                  Dom p's (? ) past, guns blast   I recollect on the past   On how we ran wild together   Chasing cash and ass   Small time thing   Managing stings for nugget rings   Went back far like acorn fights on modern swings   Kingpin style, juveniles raised with major flav   Tenth grade came went on our own and severed ways   Never realized poppy would die or leave my side   Homicide never   I visualize better   You live forever in my heart son   Mentally dunn we roll together   No years past I still hear blasts as guns flashed   My nigga run fast he sumble to a lifeless crash   On the concrete my leg felt weak   I couldn't eat let alone sleep   This shit is way beyond bone deep   Now I sip beers   Shed a few tears with our peers   Play the rears   Do the knowledge through glares and cold stares   Yo it's hard kid   I swear to my unborn this war's going on   Veterans taking falls to young pawns   But I stay strong and try to move on   And live life to the fullest   Rest in peace to the God who took a bullet