there was something in your eyes that i saw tonight   i never thought that i would see it   now theres holes in my walls and theres glass on the floor   and you sed you didnt mean it   you went from zero to none in these past three months   on your level of affection   i aint gonna be that girl who cries herself to sleep   puttin up with your rejection cause      CHORUS 2x   i cant carry on...living life like this   this cant be what it is   i dont wanna live my life like this      when i try to make sense out of what we have   i always fall into depression   because i know in my heart that we've both grown apart   aint no use in us pretendin   we never talk on the phone, and you're never at home   and if you are theres always tension   i aint gonna be that girl that ends up stayin   sittin around and just regrettin cause      CHORUS 2x   i cant carry on...living life like this   this cant be what it is   i dont wanna live my life like this      im tired of fighting, im tired of spiting, my life is a strom full of raining and lightning   my insides are pleasing from all of this screaming   sometimes i just feel like im no longer breathing   i look in your eyes all i see is a demon, im tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve and   i just dont know why i stay cause day after day i continue to say      CHORUS 2x   i cant carry on...living life like this   this cant be what it is   i dont wanna live my life like this