Man, it's hard lookin' back 'n' now able to see in   Wishin' to God sometimes that I could do it all again   Strugglin' can start to take its toll   16 years old tryin' to change what you can't control      And it's not your fault but tell me what can you do   When things fall apart and everybody's lookin' at you   With two fingers pointed screamin' get it together   But who's in the mix to show me any better      So whatever I'm runnin' on my own solo   Tryin' to make things happen off the little bit I know   And I guess I'll get what I get but yet   I don't want to live my life full of regrets      To the future in the palm of God's hand to the past as of now   That I can't understand to the future uncertain unclear   To the past I left to bring me, here I stay, I pray      The earth rotates and my world keeps spinnin'   Feelin' like I never started but it's all endin'   And I stand here lonely a million familiar faces   But yet no one truly knows me      So I'll try to move on and I'll try to know how   But the truth is I'm really just runnin' from the now   I can't handle it I feel like the future's all I got   Don't want to deal with my past      I choose memory block to stop, how I feel don't want to be   Real with it, run from reality in attempts to deal with it   But it's not workin' and I'm still hurtin'   Nah, it's not workin' and I'm still searchin'      No regrets, no regrets but it's hard   No regrets, no regrets I say   No regrets, no regrets, I stay in him, in him      I'm tryin' to live right and pass on what I believe   But it's hard to give when you can't receive   Yet I'm learnin' slowly 'n' surely   And I'm secure enough to admit my insecurity      See I know something in me has got to change   God of creation, I hear you callin' my name   Offerin' peace 'n' joy and freedom from shame   Offerin' nothin' to lose but a life to gain