Trying to pretend its perfect   wish that I could run away and hide   in someone else's life   Feel like I'm 5 and helpless   Like a child left alone   Crying through the night      And when you yell at me   I get scared of you   All I want is to be close to you   I wish I could tell you the way I feel   But I can't break through      I don't wanna talk about it   I don't say another word   I've already said too much   Cause you just never seem to get it   Do you even care how much it hurts?   To hate the one you love   And I'm just waiting for the day   when I, when I don't have to   dig up through the landmines      So afraid if I say the wrong thing   That your gonna blow up at me   Till I crumble to the ground   Finally I'm getting stronger   And if I have to walk away,   I will, And I won't turn around      If you saw my tears,   would you look away?   Hold me close?   Would you beg to stay?   If I fall apart,   and let you see inside?   Would you tell me its alright?      I don't wanna talk about it   I don't say another word   I've already said too much   Cause you just never seem to get it   Do you even care how much it hurts?   To hate the one you love   And I'm just waiting for the day   when I, I don't have to   dig up through the landmines      How can I be so conflicted?   Your the light and the darkness in my heart   You'll always have a place inside it   How can loving you be so hard?   Just want it to be ok   Someday, Someday....      I don't wanna talk about it   I don't say another word   I've already said too much   Cause you just never seem to get it   Do you even care how much it hurts?   To hate the one you love   And I'm just waiting for the day   when I, can finally leave all this hurt behind   So I don't have to dig up through the landmines   I don't have to dig up through the landmines      Dig up through the landmines