I wanted perfection from every song I've ever sung   But that was wrong   And I wanted something from every person I've ever loved   But that was wrong      Chorus   And I've changed, I've changed   I've reconsidered everything   I'm fine now, I'm fine now   I laid the barrel in my mouth   And everything I thought before   I won't think anymore   I've changed, I've changed, I've changed      I wanted to be the greatest at everything   But I can't be   And I wanted to be exempt from temptation   But I can't be      Chorus      And I wanted your love to be ever lasting   But it isn't   I wanted life to be an easier proposition   But it isn't      Chorus