I found myself today    Trapped in this bed    My hands tied, feet tied    A hole in my head       Nothing left inside my brain    I don't even know my name       I feel, I see, I smell    This is my living hell    What did I do, why am I here    No answers       What would you do,    When all you knew is dead and gone?    You look around    What you see makes no sense    Feeling strange    You realize, you had a total blackout!       I am still lying on this plank bed here    My inner self filled up with fear       A spark of memories    Becomes a flame    A syringe needle in my vein       Three tubes - liquid - that hose    The end seems very close       I woke up for my own execution       I can't believe that    I will soon be dead and gone    The drugs work, make me weak    Make me dead    Feeling tired    I realize, I'll have a total blackout!