It's always I feel I'm not sure if I can do anything else   And alcohol fills voids temporarily, it spills out, leaves the wound raw   I feel like hell, at least I know I'm back to my old self      Who would've thought changes effects were so widespread   Who would've thought a friendship's a relationship too   Maybe I shouldn't have friends   And, Christ, how I've grown in the past few weeks   Maybe I shouldn't befriend anyone else till I realize there's      No me in team, no I in said, no me in team, no I in said   Once again I forgot what I am doing   And I don't know who you are fooling   And just for the record, it never means nothing      And I can't keep up, so lay back down   There's still a few minutes to sleep in   And my apartment is as empty as me   Didn't I want it that way, nobody wants it that way      I put myself in stupid situations, I'll never make it out alive   It's hard to make plans when your plan is someone else      No me in team, no I in said, no me in team, no I in said   Once again I forgot what I am doing   And I don't know who you are fooling   And just for the record, it never means nothing      And I can't keep up, so lay back down   There's still a few minutes to sleep in   And my apartment is empty as me   Didn't I want it that way, nobody wants it that way      No time to sleep and I bet you could only guess   How good it feels to be on your own   It's hard to stand when you build your life on someone else   It's hard to breathe when you are running from yourself