It feels like a part of me    is falling asleep    And there will be    no chance for awakening       The ship of death awaits me to embark    An endless journey – the ascension of mine       I stand in front of the holy shrine    But I forever renounce Christ       I thought to leave – forever the light    when I had the never known wisdom    to cast a forgotten spell of sight       To open the hidden gate to freedom    of the ones who rest – forever in peace       I follow myself – to the ruins of pain    Where old wounds do open wide       Hurted by drops of blood – the red rain    of remembrence that will never remain       I imagine their souls – uneven in the dark    No chance for being released    as grave candles illuminate the grief       Believe in ME !    For my soul I have found ...