And back to these cold shitty days in Portland   Wishing I'd never come across your face   Laying by the memories of things unspoken   Scared by thoughts of your father   Made me look over the flaws of your nature   Laying on your back became your only escape   You feel so old, used, but not yet broken   Not to think you have it all together   I never planned to carry your burdens   But this child was a mistake      I knew from the moment I stepped off that plane,   we had no future   How come your dreams are always so bitter?   And who knows,   maybe one day,   she will know my name      You still return to the same skylines,   that leave you broken   Cheap talks with even cheaper company   Keeps the days turning into nights   You lay awake crying cause your child,   carries my name,   while I regret ever making you apart of my life.   Sadly enough,   this song's not to hurt you,   just to show the world that I'm free.      I knew from the moment I stepped off that plane,   we had no future.   How come your dreams are always so bitter?   And who knows,   maybe one day,   she will know my name.   She'll know.   She will know.