How long did it take to find this letter?   I know it wasn't right when you got old   Was it about the time you started gettin' hungry   And looked to see what I left on the stove?      Did it ever cross you mind to even worry?   Wonder where I am, was everything alright   No, that's why I left it on your pillow   Because that's the only time I crossed your mind      I refuse to be with you and be forgotten   So, this afternoon I thought why not just go   After all, I'm already lonely   I might as well be lonely alone      Maybe, I've become a different woman   Or maybe you became a different man   You wonder why I'm doing what I'm doing   Well, I'm not expecting you to understand      'Cause you have no idea this was coming   How could you when I've always just been there   But you just go on taking me for granted   And for the first time in my life, I don't care      I refuse to be with you and be forgotten   So, this afternoon I thought why not just go   After all, I'm already lonely   I might as well be lonely alone      After all, I'm already lonely   I might as well be lonely alone