If only I could put into words   The way I feel   Telling myself the situation's not real   Lost and sometimes I feel   I have nowhere to go   Because you tell me it's wrong   To let my feelings show   I've Lost My Place To turn   I know I fucked it up   I turned away   One too many times   Suffered from an ego trip   That left me fucking blind   Friends are telling me   The loneliness will go away   But the memories will be there   As long as   The ink in my fingers stays   I choose to stay away   Because I want to keep control   My head is thinking straight   But my heart says explode   The thought of someone else   Is much too much   And friendship means   You're just beyond my touch