Gaze upon the seeming bastardized version   Desperate diligence uncovering aversion   And for the guarantees a stampede escape   Losing it all along the way    From sheltered existence my own stifled experience   Creating a Ziploc world of makings delirious   But I’ve remained pious to the ethics of the day   Keeping beautiful demeanor but writhing for surfacing      But it won’t leave my mind   Always consuming me   I have no other cause   Cuz this is what I breathe      My patience wearing thin   The walls are caving in   Just let me know the end   Cuz this is what I need      Oh I know it’s this or nothing at all      But now the adamant being so brave that I once claimed myself to be   Has opened his ears and is suffocating from all their questioning   And all the swells of a growing doubt pulling me away until I’m without belief   Fearful with no answers for anyone I need relief      But it won’t leave my mind   Always consuming me   I have no other cause   Cuz this is what I breathe      My patience wearing thin   The walls are caving in   Just let me know the end   Cuz this is what I need      Oh I know it’s this or nothing at all      Symptoms of a burning rope I’m scared out of my goddamn mind   Reassure a fading hope I feel I’m running out of time   Impervious pressure, impending doom   I’m gonna crack karmic cycle your payment is due      So I say with a final breath…   Just give me this or give me death      But it won’t leave my mind   Always consuming me   I have no other cause   Cuz this is what I breathe