I've tried to find myself, but I can't  To find some peace of mind or what's left  Life seems so meaningless  Sometimes, I just want to give in    As the sorrow calls my name  She comforts me and leaves the scar of pain  And tells me everything will be alright  But I know damn well, that's a lie    Take this day  No different than the others  But I know I cannot stay  Far and away  I'll try not to remember  Still, I remember everything    I am Unwilling, I am unable  I see no hope at all  With all I've given  I can not carry on    Is this forever?  A foul endeavor  Or a veil which I've disclosed    I taste of tragedy and divine  Sweet pathetic comedy  And in time you'll get the best of me  And my mind but it's so insignificant    Will things get better?  In pieces, shattered  Within the lonely corners that the shadows know    It's now or never  No need for reverence  I've paid my debts in full    Things will not get better  I am in pieces, shattered  Slipping into the darkest corner of my mind    Just let me go  Escape from reality  Please don't remember me  I am not worthy of a memory