tell me what the heck did i do?   do you think that i'm wild   or probably i'm just your toy got stuck on the wall   or a whore to you   please tell me am i really your whore   what is wrong with this world   i might be close but i'm quite near   will it be settled with blood bath?   you ain't got balls   you just a damn prick     why? am i high?   some say living is part of sacrifice   all my life i'm in disguise   i feel like cloud with the pouring rain   having it for so long but it never change     as i would fall again with my aggression   i leave my world behind   and i know i'm in a deep depression   i'd hide in the world beneath   what the heck did i do?   what's up with the name?   in the name if the gun,   things what you did is for real   it sounds exactly when the bull is raging   you'll be sick hearing it when you're old   hate that you old whore   everything went wrong when you couldn't find   the hole which leads to your satisfaction   you ain't got balls   you're just a damn prick     why? am i high? what will you do when you hate your own reflection?   i'll find a way out whenever you're hardly recognised she said i'd leave town if i had to   and i will start walking in the pouring rain again