They slit our throats   Like we were flowers   And our milk has been devoured     When you want it   It goes away too fast   Times u hate it   It always seems to last   But just remember when you think you're free   The crack inside you fucking heart is me     [thought, not spoken:] I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day     I wish I could sleep   But I can't lay on my back   Because ther's a knife   For everyday that I've known you     When you want it   It goes away yoo fast   Times u hate it   It always seems to last   But just remember when you think you're free   The crack inside your fucking heart is me     [thought, not spoken:] I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day     Lie to me, cry to me, give to me   I would   Lie with me, die with me, give to me   I would   Keep all your secrets wrapped in dead hair   I hope at least we die holding hands for always