emotions thoughts and memories  it's hard to understand  birth, life and death  it's written in my hand  I have seen the darkness  try to seek the truth  all those foolish memories  I don't want to do  at sea I've never been  the sun I've never seen  understand what I feel  oh no this can't be real    born to live a normal life  I try to go on as before  there's something in my past  I can't stand this sights anymore  my deathwish is real  my body is a bleeding sore  and my endless dreams  they are full of dreadful gore    someone inside  mind possession    invisible people disturbing my sleep  out for my soul, but I'll fight  as you know destiny is cruel  maybe it's time for me to die    someone inside  mind possession    born to live...    they took my life or what is left  internal illusions my mind possessed