I recall the times you entered my dreams  But I forgot why the whole world fell apart at its seams  I've been deemed guilty of I forgot what  You gotta do what you got to  And you got 'til it's gone  You still can't tell me what is wrong  But the whole world wishes to convince me of the wrong I've done  Chorus: (And) I'm forever scarred on my right hand  Banned and Barred-You've taken all you can stand  But is it my fault you can't understand me  Should I tear my eyes out so I can no longer see  Should I be blind  Or just stop fucking with your mind  Was there ever any love to find  Yeah-Yeah-I was just wasting my time  But time was all I had  And my real feelings were shot to pieces  Sleazy dealings and an unorganized thesis  My heart was open and wanted to tell all  The interpretation was poor  And rotten to the core  And maybe it was just my time to fall  Damn it all...  Lick my balls?  My rag doll...  Take me in, Send me out  Scorned and exiled  Reborn in a pile  A PILE OF SHIT!  Tell me darling  How does your garden grow  Let me be your seedling  Tell me all you know...  Tell me was it love I fell into  All I know is... piss...  Chorus  Oh-Oh-My love's a cheap thrill  Oh-Oh-Just a time to kill  Oh-Oh-I'm not worthy  To live on in this world  Off in my constant blur  Tell what to do...  Oh screw you...  There is no love... There is no hate  Just excuses why you masteurbate  Does it seem real to you  In a dream can you feel what you wish you knew  And this life-  It's only relative  To time and space  All of which I waste  Day In... Day Out...  With my head spinning about-Oh-Oh...  Screw it all, life's just one big joke, But...  Chorus... My Bad