Agony my only friend, rapes my twisted mind  I am under siege of nightmare, creeping from behind  In blind frustration, scream out the hate  Frantic convulsion, I?m chained by fate    What?s the reason to be born  When your soul is ripped and torn    Feeling claustrophobic apathetic paranoid  Depressive pestilent existence living in a void  I have lost control, this is a black hole    Unyielding force of emptiness, mindless perished time  Suicidal fantasies, to me it ain?t no crime  Manic obsession, caught in a trap  This is a dead end, a cul-de-sac    What?s the reason to be born  When your soul is ripped and torn    My life is fading away  Born to decay  There?s no reason to stay    Nothing matters to me now, no hope of a cure  Extinction of a wasted life, my vanity is pure  A weird repulsion against this lie  Ultimate solution, I want to die    What?s the reason to be born  When your soul is ripped and torn    Feeling claustrophobic apathetic paranoid  Depressive pestilent existence living in a void  I have lost control, this is a black hole    Wipe out vanity  Poisoned sanity be gone