Lost down, out of control   I patch myself up for the next fall trembling hands,   blurred recollection guilty conscience,   but I'm not responsible   Afraid of my own reflection   but I don't fear to wither scarred by the loss of control   distort the meaning   The wish was father to the thought paralyzed with fear debase myself,   I'm scared stiff filled with frustration   I can not be I can not see the latent truth   now surfacing turns the knife cutting the flesh   I can not be I can not see recognize the human waste   that's ruled by a weakened mind   The substance crashing through my veins   leave me finally depraved no inhibitions   left behind nothing undead has survived   I can not be I can not see the latent truth now surfacing turns the knife   cutting the flesh Afraid of my own reflection   but I don't fear to wither scarred by the loss of control   distort the meaning   The wish was father to the thought paralyzed with fear debase myself,   I'm scared stiff filled with frustration Lost down,   out of control I patch myself up for the next fall