I'm feelin' down 'n' dirty, feelin' mean  Lost and tired and wasted, a sick machine  Been partying for days, lost my mind can't remember my own name, lost all time    I smell like a dead animal's rotten guts  Think that I've been to hell and back, kicked in the nuts  I'm always very angry, always tense my breath smells like rancid excrement    I feel like a human sacrifice I feel like, well, like I'm gonna puke!    I'm sick and I'm convulsing in my bed a filthy, sweaty, altar for the dead  I have dreams all night, dreams of death  Offers from the devil burning up my flesh    Feeling paranoia, something's there!  It's crawling through my veins, and through my hair  It's trying to kill me slowly with lots of pain  It's trying to destroy me, it's in my brain!    My head feels like it's breaking, sliced in half  No-one wants to help me, ha ha, how they all laugh  This deadly thing is spreading, is there no cure  Just can't leave me here to rot and die in a sewer!