I'm looking for reasons   To wage these petty wars   This fighting in my head   Hurts too much to ignore   I keep looking skyward   Pray some good will come   As far as I can see   We're not the guilty ones   Father where's the hand that feeds me   Where has gone my youth?   Tell me where this life will lead me to   Father where's the hand that feeds me?   All the love between us   Is all we've ever had   Bring your body to bed   Help me make it last   So much is determined   Way before you're born   Nothing seems to count   For too much anymore   I believe my heart is beating   In my throat   It's the same old fright   That's so familiar   I'm not looking back   To find a saviour for my soul   But I'd sure like an answer