Sometimes I ask myself why my thoughts are so insecure  These people who love will elave me and drain me until I'm un-pure  I try to hold onto my thoughts buried in the past  But they come back and haunt me they pick at my brain  Peeling back all the wounds exposed    I've tried-to put these past me  I've tried-ignored all the facts  I've tried-inject fuel in my veins  I've tried-this truce will not stand    I search and I look for excuses reasons just to see your face  These feelings we had for each other have vanished without a trace  One day we'll meet again when my conscience is clean of the filth  Accusation made me this devil inside me it grips me and won't let me go    Denied-the chance to say sorry  Denied-the love that I give  Denied-combust fuel in my veins  Denied-mutual feelings are gone