She was a beauty nightmare  She flies beyond this darkness  The scapegoat of death faking to be alive  In her I'll take my last breath  As she wants to drag me on  But who else should deceit a stupid lie    And all she did was my desire  I was sitting close but not enough to her  And I don't like when she takes me higher  She glides like a swan in a lake of fire    Got myself uptight  For being the ugly duckling  Trying to despise her useless pride  She said she leave this land  Wicked, pure and lonely  Seems nothing had passed through her frozen heart    She was my desire  And I am the lake of fire  To never be forgiven  And my hate is her desire