I fought it back - the times that left me blind  I fought it back - but winds are so unkind  it´s always there - behind my hopeless smiles  you´re always there - ´till the day I die      I fought it back - but only on borrowed time  I fought it back - but only for a little while  it´s always there - behind my hopeless smiles  you´re always there - ´till the day I die    it´s in your stare  it´s in the air  that I can´t bear    sometimes I wish that you could see  the pain that you feed  sometimes I really wish you could bleed  for me again    sometimes I really wish you could see  the snakes that crawls on me  sometimes I really wish I could flee  from you again