How long has it been since i held you near?  How long will it be till i have you right here?  You say that hurts i cant disagree  But how can i hold on to someone who's leaving me?    And mary says she's gonna be ok  She tells me things are getting busiet these days  (She tells me things will be much easier someday)  And mary says she's gonna be alright  You know how much i miss her in my life  (You know how much i'm missing her deep inside)    Goodbye yesterday i see my dreams walking away  And Mary looks just like she did before  Except she dont, she dont love me anymore    I could shake your hand or I could kiss you goodbyes  But i just might break down looking in you brown eyes    So what happens next  Do i listen to my mind or heart?  I dont know where to start feeling again...