always want what I haven't got  wanna be what I am not  you wish me somewhere I can't be seen  I am caught where I've never been  your feelings become mine for a while  as I realize your stronger than I  the freak show is about to begin  as I turn around and let you in  and let you in  I don't know what I wanna be  searching for someone, don't look at me  I just want what I haven't got  I just shoot and something dies  find it hard to explain  so how can you understand  I'm killing things with this razor blade  makin'' sure a price gets paid  a price gets paid    I'm happy with my misery  please leave me be  there's nothing wrong with me, you see  I'm happy with my misery  I'm happy  I'm happy    get the phone - get the phone    though I try to kick you out of this haze  been like this for weeks and days  what is now and what have I said  I really don't know  I really can't tell  creeping along these walls of hate  quiet, don't wanna complicate  saying to myself once more  forever never, never more  never more    get the picture - get the picture  get the picture - get the picture    I'm happy with my misery  please leave me be  there's nothing wrong with me, you see  I'm happy with my misery    happy with my misery  please leave me be  there's nothing wrong with me, you see  I'm happy with my misery    happy with my misery  please leave me be  there's nothing wrong with me, you see  I'm happy with my misery    happy with my misery  please leave me be  there's nothing wrong with me, you see  I'm happy with my misery