I felt the first pain searching in my vein  Thriving for my brain goodbye all that's sane  Effluents in my mind livid thoughts are vanished  My body dissolved into particles of dust    I'm floating in the sky, i don't longer want to die  Vivid colours exploding in my eyes  All i see is darkness, all i feel is void  I'm hearing my own thoughts my essense is not destroyed    Immortalitys essens is what i feel tomorrow  And by my guesses i won't feel the sorrow    All i see is darkness, all I feel is void  I'm hearing my own thoughts my essense is not destroyed  Tranquillity surrounds I see a friend  Peaceful in my mind wasn't he dead    He leads me to a light it stings in my eyes  It burns in my soul don't be afraid  I laughed and I followed devoured by the light  And still I remember a memory of fear    Then my soul tears apart have I been decieved    Recallence of life is the only light  This is no paradise, is this hell