Clutching my heart I can¡¦t feel any more   Laughing to death as I fall to the floor   Irony cruel, calling my name   Suffer this consequence,   The shame you¡¦ve given me   I still breathe      Your love sickness I savour like wine   Drilling down hard like a blade in my spine   Damaged nerve endings are feeding me,   Raw   Thought patterns processed, I still can¡¦t ignore your hate   Precious pain      Broken and bitter on the faces you tread   Left in your wake are the trails of the dead   Shape shifting sands move and twist undertow   No depth perception has made you shallow      I¡¦m freezing for you   Burn alive   Wont stop now and still I try   I¡¦m alive   Bleed if I want to   Still you lie   Won¡¦t you stop now and I still try   I¡¦m alive      Frost bitten finger tips scratching my name   You¡¦ve left me here to suffer the blame   Callously cruel is your punishment   Lies to deceive is this my consequence      Damage me, damage me hate me to death   Cripple me cripple me there¡¦s nothing left   Parasite poisonous left under skin   Slow self addiction no prize you will win      Consequence