I can't deal with this  I've avoided it for so long  The target won't be missed this time  My aim is just too strong    I have to face my fears  And hope I somehow make it through  Without shedding any tears  Over fights I've had with you    CHORUS:  I can't regret  those things I said  You know it used to tear me up  But now I'm better off instead  I lost myself  When you came back  I can't believe I gave my heart up  for some curiosities  I don't want to hold onto memories    It's almost been two years  I've almost lost my mind  With every single put down  Or the times you were unkind    Just look into my eyes  And I'll hope for the best  But somehow I know things can't stay the same  I failed your test    CHORUS    BRIDGE:  I don't know  Where we went wrong  I only wish I could make things better  I can't say  How long this will last  But I can't get over the past