i'm a rat in a maze   i'm headed in the wrong the direction    if societies the cure   well then i'm the infection    when i was younger   i tried hard to a find a place within it`s structure   but the more that i tried   the more i fuckin' suffered      it's so hard   so fuckin' hard to live this life    my gun is fuckin' loaded    and i'm begining to see the light      cuz it's so hard   it's so fuckin hard to live this life   i knew all along that it was wrong   when you told me it was right      hey!, hey!, hey!, hey!, hey!, hey!, hey!      all these fuckin' rules and regulations hold me down    i open up my mouth to scream   but no one hears a sound   they're too busy buying up    everything that's been selling   that's why i chose to live a fuckin' lifestyle of rebellion      its so hard   it's so fuckin' hard to live this life    my gun is fuckin' loaded    and i'm begining to see the light      it's so hard   it's so fuckin hard to live this life   i knew all along that it was wrong   when you told me it was right      hey!, hey!, hey!, hey!, hey!, hey!, hey!      i'm a rat in a maze   i'm headed in the wrong the direction    if societies the cure   well then i'm the infection    when i was younger   i tried hard to a find a place within it`s structure   but the more that i tried   the more i fuckin' suffered      it's so hard!