Winter is almost over,   Change in air makes it hard to breath.   one word of you creates new thoughts,   more distant than they seem.   Oh the warmth it seems to spark my mind.   Allows things to settle down.   But I’ve found, this is the only place    Where insecurities scream so loud.      If only hope could save you from drowning.   If I had the guts to sing what’s in my head.   Than I could stop you from making your leave,   And somehow make it me instead.   You’re knee deep in these things now.   And you’ve lost all hope for change.   I’ll keep hoping things get better,   As we find ourselves with age.      Man how months just seem to fly by.   Crossing borders and several states.   By next month I’ll leave myself out somewhere.   Surrounded by the same mistakes.   Yet the thought of you will remain strong.   I’m saying that with pride.   Oh how you’ve left a mark on me   I’ll bear it all my life      If only hope could save you from drowning.   If I had the guts to sing what’s in my head.   Than I could stop you from making your leave,   And somehow make it me instead.   You’re knee deep in these things now.   And you’ve lost all hope for change.   I’ll keep hoping things get better,   As we find ourselves with age.      Oh my god this loss it hits my heart.   And how could I have left myself so futile?   Winter came and left with you, spring just brought the hope for news.   Seasons change as summers go. I cry I laugh …then came the fall.