I am on the brink of losing everything   hanging on the edge of every word she says   and you were never there   you were never there      she stabs deep into me   am I too blind to see what this has done to me   she stabs deep into me   am I too numb to feel this anymore      you were the one who could save me   you were the one who abandoned me      I am patiently waiting here to see   which of us survives   when all of this collides with reality      she stabs deep into me   am I too blind to see what this has done to me   she stabs deep into me   am I too numb to feel this anymore      you were never there.