jackhammers outside my window   woke me up again today    and all the voices in my head   well its so hard to make them go away   stayin out all night   lookin for somethin ill never find   im fightin with myself    and im losin control of my mind   i reached out in anger   i reached out in love    i lived a life of self abuse    i prayed to the heavens above   jackhammers outside my window   woke me up again today    and all the voices in my head   well its so hard to make them go away   lookin for some new stimulation   but all of these things they never last   i know i have to move forward   but i keep holding on to the past   i just wanna be happy    with the way things are   i just wanna look up at the sky at night   and appreciate the stars   destruction leaves an empty space   in emptiness again    i begin to create   feeling good again now   in some new kind of way   feeling good again now...