I freak out when I think about   This catastrophe that I call myself   I think I'm takin' everything too seriously   No, seriously I think I'm alright   I don't want to fight   Never considered myself uptight   I know I'm getting there   When people stop and stare      You know the other day when we were on the phone   You said a bunch of things I never should have known   Given the chance or whatever circumstance   A little romance might have saved me      You know the other time when we were out at night   You let go and I held on tight   It wasn't even that I wanted to play   I was just trying to think of a good way to say that      Chorus:   You win this is where I've been    This is how it is, this is who I am    This is where we are, this is how it goes   And there's so much more to me no-one knows   This is who I am, this is how I know   If there's something wrong that's just how it goes   And tonight this is wrong this is right, this is dark this is light   There's a look in your eye that just can't be denied      Just sit down and enjoy the sound   I'm gonna take you all the way around   I grew up with the doors all shut   And the music in my head was the escape I found      When I try something new I wanna win it   There's something else that I'll tell you in a minute   Nothing comes easy as I'm sure you know   But I'm just trying to look for the right way to go      [chorus]      Everything in my life has a meaning   Why must everything be so misleading   Come on and tell me now      [chorus]   [chorus]