It's not that easy   Never to look back   The years distort the lies   We take for fact   I had a black shirt   But I wasn't one.   All my loving is not enough for that.      I had a black shirt   But I wasn't one   I had black thoughts   But now they're undone.   Thoughts are easy   And they're all I have    All my loving is not enough for that   All my loving is not enough for that.      How could I think it was ever like this   The truth's the truth bit did it ever exist.   I tell myself, well never again,   Never to look back,   'Cos it's never the same.   Never to look back      Thoughts are easy   And they're all I have   Life's not easy,   If all you do is fight.   The truth is changed by   The memories we have   All my loving is not enough for that   All my loving is not enough for that.      How could I think it was ever like this   The truth's the truth bit did it ever exist.   I tell myself, well never again,   Never to look back,   'Cos it's never the same.   Never to look back