I need this to get me through   can't resist, don't want to   believe it I know it's true   I can't beat it, don't want to try      a perfect hell      it's more to me than you ever will know   down here where the rest of us fell   waste away, nothing left to show   while I'm in this perfect hell      obsession has begun   possessed by destruction   how did I get so low   believe me no one knows   sometimes I can't hold on   and no one can help me      now it's got a hold of me   I don't think I can make it through this   now it's got a hold of me   the less I do the more it makes no sense      I'm walking pollution who's drained by delusions   on the verge of destruction I cave in to abduction   thin blood I'm bleeding my pulse won't stop racing   just as my heart explodes      no chance that I could win   too hard to not give in   I just don't feel the same   cause I'm the one to blame   sometimes I can't hold on   and no one can help me      now it's got a hold of me   I don't think I can make it through this   now it's got a hold of me   the less I do the more it makes no sense      I need this to be myself   it feels like I need some help   it's too late to save myself   or it's just in my head      now it's got a hold of me   I don't think I can make it through this   now it's got a hold of me   the less I do the more it makes no sense      now it's got a hold of me   I don't think I can make it through this   now it's got a hold of me   the less I do the more it makes no sense