For all I've known you   You've been there and held out for me   It's hard to undo   The pain and the hurt you've caused me      Can say i've tried though   Damn sure i did, too much sometimes   That's not to say, my tries were all covered in lies      So this meaningless, worthless, useless, no hoped loved   Found it's way to bring me down   You brought me down with it now      I'm crying, I'm caring, i'm hating, i'm wanting   Not knowing where to start, not sure 'bout stopping for you   But i'm so broken and torn over you   God knows what will see me through      And I miss your smile   Haven't seen it in such a long time   How can one thing, press home to me that you're not mine?      Miss it everyday   See it when i sleep   Helping me when im not holding you   And you're not holding me      So this meaningless, worthless, useless, no hoped loved   Found it's way to bring me down   You brought me down with it now      I'm crying, I'm caring, I'm hating, I'm wanting   Not knowing where to start, not sure 'bout stopping for you   But I'm so broken and torn over you   God knows what will see me through      So I'm crying, I'm caring, I'm hating, I'm wanting   I'm loving you   I'm needing you back with me      'Cause I loved you, I thought you loved me   How could I be so blind that I couldn't see   That everything I felt (I) was on my own      I was on my own