she came on   like a storm   from the blind side of a memory   soft and warm   left me sea-sick on the shore   she believed   she could prove   it was her world that i needed   but i left her for someone i wanted more      always using clever words to hide the truth   communicating in the ignorance of youth   still i believe that my delusions are realities within confusion   i accept the consequences for my lack of innocence      she was wrong   sunshine bright   flaunting careless situations   guarded wit   always answering just because   wild cliche   i'm discreet   waking up from perfect dreaming   when i realized i want what never was      always using clever words to hide the truth (words to hide the truth)   communicating in the ignorance of youth   still i believe that my delusions are realities within confusion   i accept the consequences for my lack of innocence      why do i just refuse to disagree   with what i believe   i found myself wandering aimlessly   calling it freedom