You are calling   I can't hear your voice   I am crying tears of no remorse   Out of pride and in myself I boast   I don't need You   I don't want You close      But everywhere I see   You are drawing me   And I just can't go on one more day without You      Because You knocked a thousand times   And every chance I turned away   It seems impossible for me to see   How You can love me in the midst of all my selfishness and greed   But now I'm on my knees begging Jesus please   I just can't go on one more day without You      I am wandering   You can lead me home   You are waiting   Aimlessly I roam   I am empty   All I have is gone   When I stumble will You catch my fall      The paradox is that You found favor with my soul   To escape Your grace is all I want but You will not let go