i fall. i though i could walk through these rainy days without your looking upon me. how could i go through one day, just one day without your eyes upon me.       one look from you could wipe out the sad days of my life. all those rainy days, they are all gone.       you know you shouldn't...you shouldn't look at me, right now, like you do now. just turn away your gaze from me. inside.. you make me feel sad.       you make me feel a feeling. don't leave me. you have gotten me this feeling.       don't leave me right here. oh, but i know.. i need you. can't you see? this whole time i've been addicted to you. to you.      i'm so thankful that you give me the small light you do, you are the only one that makes me feel anything at all.      you make me feel something...something real.