I look all around and I do not like what I can see    The sky is painted gray as tears rain down all over me    My eyes are ever dimming as I sink into this well    Living in the depths of my own self-made hell       I give up on life    I'm not meant for this world    I no longer feel (like I belong here)       I never swam on down this constant ever-flowing stream    Each night I go to sleep wondering if this is all a dream    Lying in my bed and contemplating thoughts of death    Fear escapes me as I long to end my breath    This world is depressing and I feel a need to leave    Caught within the web my misanthropy doth weave    Emotional breakdown and I soon will give in    Despondent surrender, why fight what I cannot win?       Aah... Aah....   I no longer really care    My eyes are dry my heart is bare    Aah... Aah...    Sinking deeper in the well    I hear the tolling of the midnight bell       Aah... Aah....   I no longer really care    My eyes are dry my heart is bare    Aah... Aah...    Sinking deeper in the well    I hear the tolling of the midnight bell