I miss you now   I guess like I should have missed you then   My body moves like curtains waving in and out of wind   In and out of windows      I can't untangle what I feel and what would matter most   I can't close an eye, can't close an eyelid      Now there's no point in reaching out for me   In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief   In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief      And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me   But I promise this, I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need   I'll tell you now, I guess like I should have told you then   That thunder moves like damn drawers slamming in my frame   Slamming in my framework      I can't untangle what I know and what should matter most   I can't close an eye, can't close an eyelid      Now there's just no point in reaching out for you