you have felt that    you were leaving    never seeing    what it could have been    you are knowing    always showing    where you're gone    when you walk away       you have hurt me    for the last time       so when you fall down    i'll pick you up    and let you walk away    but if you fall down    he'll pick you up and    let you fall again       you are better    so much better    never ever    like it was before    you see through me    push right through       always saying    that you're bigger than me    you have raped me    for the last time