"Er muss leiden,   so wie alle seine Opfer leiden mussten."      there's a secret inside your mind   you don't want to tell it to someone else   you feel ashamed   you feel ashamed   of what has happend in your past      you can't stand any kind of tenderness   your heart's like stone   but you wish you could love someone   sometime      there's a pain in every kiss you get   you sleep with a nightmare in your bed   you hate every touch on you   no way out what can you do?   you try to find the pain inside   you try to find a way to hide   your bleeding soul from every men   you don't want humiliation again      sometimes you wish you could see him again   you want to look into his eyes   and ask him why   why me?      but you know that you only feel   hate and aggression for this fucking bastard   you wish he would be dead   why me?