If every day was the same   I would have died years ago   My calendar is marked with blood red X's   for every 24 hours ive suffered through      Today has been   cluttered with..   broken teeth and filthy stitches   and a conscience that won't shut up   I understand that your worst is beating the hell out of my best   but I can take it (I can take it)   The one thing that I'll never get    is how you turned out like all the rest   but I can take it (but I can take it)      It says a lot   about the difference..between me and you   But if you're all that I've got   I'll have nothing left   After what I'm about to do      Let's begin   this autumn drive   One jerk of the wheel    we'll see how cold this November water really is   I understand    that your worst is beating the hell out of my best   But I can take it (I can take it)   The one thing that I'll never get   is how you turned out like all the rest   but I can take it (but I can take it)      And I'll watch your blood run thin   through infected wounds and softened scars again   I'll watch your blood run thin   through infected wounds and softened scars      It's my favorite kind of day   filled with the things we fear   will find us where we sleep, and fuck us where we breathe (that wont just fade away)   The way I let you fade away   I let you fade away..   The way I..   let you fade away      Today was my favorite kind of day    Whoa whoa, whoa whoa   Today was my favorite kind of day   Whoa whoa, whoa whoa   Today was my favorite kind of day   Whoa whoa, whoa whoa   Today was my favorite kind of day